I don't know what that last line was all about but it sounded good. Ive got the doctors soon and i don't need to have a plan. It's that easy. I tell him of my irrational fears and on how i just don't kill people as i fear eternally being dammed. I think he's more worried about my visits than me
Im in a tricky position where upon a valium a day would actually help me i think. thing is ive never actually been into valium but on the odd occasion ihave i've woken up fine. How can i ask him for valium? He'll just think i'm at it. I don't self medicate so i'll just look forward to valium filled days of the future. My problem actually is as its always seemed to me. Ive such good skin that i only look about 12. I look so great that people love the sensation of being thrilled in seeing ive got a monkey's arse of a ball patch at the back. They ask me if i knew about it and i say .....yes.
shit what thread we on? what time is it? 09:47. kewl
iill leave in 50 minutes. Ive a pair of jeans my mum bought me for my birthday mid march to swap and 100 quid from selling my last guitar. im guitarless and i deserve to be. I dont play it. Im gonna get myself a good one after the summer. My brother is recommending a Takamini but no offence to the Japanese luthiers but if i get a guitar i dont want a japanese one. Just like you wouldnt have a British car. how is the british car sales in the other side of the world?
My brother once moved to the other side of the world. I found it an earthshattering thought. He couldnt have went any further away unless he became an astronaut. He must have felt similiar as he came back after a year i think.
09:51 aye times getting on. right im away. i need to make that big blank white square be the feature of it all.