aye mental good looking girlfriends is my speciallity too Spacecat. I always find it amazing that when you first see them theyre so 'up there' and by the time you get to know them you realise that they aint all that and no sod believes you that they are more trouble than theyre worth
I dont know about you spacecat but i dont meet women as i like to get steaming befor ei go out and i cant help the urge. By the time i meet women i'm usually full of myself but not in a nice way and i have great pleasure in knocking them back or playing really hard to get. I feel like an island on the drink and i dont want to let anyone in. Not to me but to my time. My time is the most important thing to me and i have to admit its made me really selfish and quite hard to live with be it women, family or friends. I like my dope and due to a car crash it has renedered me mad when i do smoke. When i smoke i get a million and one ideas and thoughts and business plans all of which evaporate as the stoneness goes. Speaking of which im picking up an ounce of grass later tonight. £110
thats taken a fair chunk out my spending plans. Looks like its a ps2 for me and a load of budget games
arrgh fcuk it. this is as good as it gets i suppose. I'll pop along the Old man thread tomorrow and see what Tom Sawyer has planned for me thursday all of course i will object too. Nah i think i might just do the rock night (but no glasgow too george)
anyhow im talking shit now that no one barr me and tom sawyer might care about. I want to see the doctor tody to ask him why i aint getting a ride. Nah i want to tell him whats wrong with me and to ask if we can look at ways of improving myself as im a ghost these days. I realise now too that i dont go anywhere unless i have a good drink but my preferance is NOT going anywhere aand thus not have to drink. I can sit in for weeks without the notion of drinking but lately with work and doctors and stuff i have to go out.
you got any pics of the ex Spacecat?
I posted up my ex a year ago. a wee half indian half scottish girl. Folks said i was doing well and i was. For a while. I wanted to finish it as i knew she would eventually have to finish it. I was just thinking ahead and it didnt do the relationship any favours.
sex! fcuk ...no i wont meet a woman when im out as women dont go out tuesday afternoons and if they do they dont like smelly drunken unshaved toothless braggards like me and if they do then they aint gonna be good for me. if theyre pretty though im game.