Damn!
Sorry to hear about that mate. I think a lot of us have done the big loss, chase thing at some time or other (most of us more than once) and I know your pain bro.
Nothing I can say can make you feel any better this morning so I'll shut the fuck up.
Hope we don't lose you altogether. Why not keep a "mythical" record of bets from now on without actually putting the money on. Who knows, seeing how much money you're saving yourself could be theraputic
Then again, what happens if you start making a mythical profit
