If i stayed off the drink full stop Winrew i might have a chance. Sorry mate ive spent too long sitting here thinking about my shitty life not to go and get the rum. Once i get out of here and move on then maybe i will have an excuse to not get the rum but tonight im gonna start my own thread (and try to stay to it) and drink myself into a stuppor. Oh and play some poker too. Ive also had a few revelations told to me about my dad the last few days and thats go me thinking a bit too. To me he was a cnut that played for Clyde. Now he's just a cnut that played for Clyde and fcuked up lots of people's lives. thats no excuse for me to go get drunk but im that weak im taking it as being one. Truth be told Winrew i find it hard to stay awake for more than 5hrs these days. the drink will keep me awake but sadly as you all know im just a pest on the drink. I will try and keep myself to myself though. Maybe with such thoughts already in my mind i wont be giving it 'the big one' as i know i dont have a 'big one' to give (oooer
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Thanks for the post Winrew and i promise you i wont let
TDP down tonight. I wont even let myself down.